My father left this world on 3rd oct 2017.. i have spent million days with him… every moment makes me want to see him more.. my thoughts are so scattered .. my words are so lost..

It’s impossible to accept it still that he is no more with us.. while seeing other people’s parents die i never thought that one day i will have to lose mine… i never imagined that life would be so cruel to take away the only person i loved so much… the only person who was always always always my support…

Dad… u meant so much to me that today i feel the void left in me could never be filled even after joinning all relationships i have .. ur demise has weakened me so much that i have started accepting every defeat before even participating in the fight… coz i know u were my only motivation..: u were the only person who wanted me to win and if you are no more in this world than what is the purpose of even fighting for anything…

I miss you daddy.. i miss you so much.. i know you are all around me.. your teachings, your memories, your likes dislikes.. its all inbuilt in me.. yet i miss your presence.. yet i so badly want to see you once more… yet i so badly want to hear you once more.. yet i could never accept that u have left me and u will never come back to me ever again…

life seems so meaningless without you daddy.. your little girl still longs for the caress that always made her more strength full.. please come back daddy… i am so mature yet so immature that i want you to come back and live with me one more life.. one more childhood, one more adulthood…


3 thoughts on “Daddy

  1. wordz2go says:

    I feel for your loss, I felt the same desolation when Mam died . Ah I can say is take time to grieve and focus on the memories you made together. Love never dies nor will he ever leave you ×

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