I am taking hell long breaks in writing another blog coz I am trying extremely hard to not write anything negative anymore. As the whole set of blogs that I have written make me feel sick of the negativity I am spreading. But today one more thing happened that made me write one more negative blog.
Curse, Curse, Curse…
It’s been two three months that all I can hear is curses for me. I don’t know what I have done to get so many curses so easily.
One of my friends that I have mentioned in my last blog, betrayal often curses me that may this happens to you. May that happen to you? And this usually is, as I am happily married and have got awesome in laws and awesome relationships with my husband, so the curse always is, may u get divorced, may ur husband betray you, may you kicked out of your house etc.
Ahhh… my father has some property issues with my paternal relatives. They are not vacating the place that my father owns. So when my father confronted them, they in return them, they in return said may ur daughter Fari gets thrown out of her house. May she will suffer so that you would know the pain etc etc. well I don’t know if my father is right or they are, but please someone tell me, is there anything I have to do in it? Anything at all? If you want to curse someone why do you always have to found someone else’s shoulder? Curse him directly.
Now today, my sister had a fight with one of our relatives and then again the woman started cursing me while fighting my sister and thought that is the best and easiest way to hurt my sister and my parents.
I, whenever hear about these stories, keep on thinking for days and nights, that if God forbid sometimes Allah really have listened to these curses, what would happen to me? If god forbid just one curse got heard by Allah, what would I do? … I am sometimes terrified, sometimes angry and sometimes very very hurt for those people. Who could not have saved there selves from the miseries coz of their deeds and now they want all others to pay the way they paid. I just want you all guys whoever is reading to pray for my happiness and please I beg you to pray that may nothing ever happens to the relationship of me and my husband as I don’t want my parents to see this pain at this last age. And as far as I know none of my family member has ever thought ill about others. Please remember me in ur prayers guys. It’s difficult living in this world without prayers